Friday, August 28, 2015

Being A Woman: A flip Side of A Story


Advertising Stay free? Huh? I don’t like staying free in the midst of my period in this busy metro. My head hurts; and why the hell are they in such a rush as if they are chasing life? I should have never worn a girl’s skin. My parents are to blame. Not that I am not proud of who I am. I am just sick of the baggage my existence comes with. I am sick of how my clock is different from the rest of the masculine world. Just because I have pair of titties doesn't make me weak. I have seen guys with huge devices crying like a baby. Weakness is not measurable; at least the scale shall not be someone’s physicality. Hell, I have kicked so many asses and all I had to do was speak. Ok, that is probably why I am hated, right? But the point is does my physicality make me weak? Huh? I am asking you. Don’t keep on reading like a brainwashed sheep. I compel you to think. Jesus Christ compels you. Okay, I am not funny. I agree.

What do you do? Nevermind. I don’t care. You are in a fifth dimension and I don’t want to establish a two-way communication with you. They may declare it a religion.

Ahh! Finally my stop comes. God, people cannot stop hurrying, can they?

God, I hate this queue. The population, damn it. Cannot people have sex just for fun? Do they have to seriously make babies? Look at what you people have done.

I hate this mess, you know. My belly hurts. I am 22 and I am still struggling to adapt through menstruation. I should have gotten used to it by now. Hell.

You know, it is not that tough being a girl. But then again, it is. I mean why do we have to have period? Okay I get it, guys have problem of their own too to balance with ours. Like the pressure from the college or office or the pressure of the career and peers, looking after family, paying the mortgage, making tough decisions and so on and so forth. But I am a modern woman and I have same set of problems like them, like choosing a career (I mean you never know when your parents will decide to force you to have sex with a stranger, my world is strange), looking after family/ or basking in the ego of the self proclaimed money-maker (I will revisit this soon. I am not done.), not being able to look after my family, not being able to pay the mortgage because we are busy compromising to avoid clash of ego, conforming to Boss’s rant, being abused by rumors, being ogled at, downplayed, manhandling, etc and etc. Voila, I have same problems like them and yet I have to bear this inhuman set of unnecessary pain called period, it is not a period though, it is a, umm, semicolon perhaps. I am not complaining. Am I?

I love traveling in rickshaw. Time seems to run slow from here.

I hate it how man assigns himself this self declared duty of service as if he is designed to look after family and nobody else is. Isn’t it egoistic? I call it Grand Comedy. You are diving into the pool of poison and complaining that you are dying, seriously? Their problem is so unnecessary in a sense that it can be shared. At least menstruation is natural. I didn’t force my vagina to bleed. You cannot complain about the problem you invented. Shut up and solve it. Don’t abuse your wife because of your problem. Don’t dehumanize us.

All we lack is better opportunity. You cannot tie our hands and call us lazy.

I respect man who respects the fact that we women are imprisoned in the prejudices of world. I mean you cannot prison us and chain us tight in your prejudices and call us imbecile. Set us free and look at what we can do. We made radium for you. We unlocked secret of the universe for you. Hell, we even guided you through making an atom-bomb. We have been to space and back and does it look fair to you to chain us and call us worthless? Everybody is worthless if they are caged.

Look at this ugly guy. Can’t he be careful while walking and talking on a cell phone? I almost fell. Bloody, Asshole.

But then again, I should respect the problem he might have had that blinded him. Ugh, who am I kidding? We can never do that, respecting someone’s problem and not judging them, can we?

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-To be Continued-